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Challenged to help humanity

Numan’s encounter with his lovely and radiant mentor from the higher dimension confirmed his decision to be born on Earth. In a strange way he felt he would miss her, knowing his human life would cut him off from any contact. Impulsive by nature, confident that his mental abilities and deep drive to succeed would make his mission as a human a cakewalk, he rushed into the Earth birth protocol.  Some members of his local planetary group had incarnated as humans in the past, and not all with good results. A few were stuck there, old souls in human bodies struggling with the task of discovering their purpose in life, finding their mission and making their way back. The protocol directed him to the Central Sector.

He wondered about their lives and what they were doing on Earth as he viewed their bodies suspended peacefully in the central sector. Getting caught in the negative karmic web by deliberately causing pain and suffering to humans was one thing. That shouldn’t be difficult to avoid. But failing the higher lessons of love-wisdom they were learning in their own dimension, that was a much stricter standard. Here were the unlucky members of his group, their still  bodies evidence of the reality of having to repeat difficult lifetimes to regain karmic balance. Numan contemplated scenarios that caused failure and negative karma, and went further by imagining hundreds of things he could do on Earth to help humans.

After additional study and contemplation of the Earth Birth protocol elements,  he met with an elder member of his group to determine his readiness. It was found that his understanding was still inadequate in one important area: the Veil of Forgetting.  Numan knew that he would have to put all of his knowledge and experience on hold to be allowed Earth birth. Forgetting his true identity was a given. However, he hadn’t fully considered how limiting that could be. His ability to learn complex information would be reduced by a slow organic brain that took many years of a human lifetime to develop. His ability to adapt to their chaotic environment would be hampered by the brain’s lower animal-nature emotions.

The elder assigned Numan to contemplate ways he could fail the mission because of the Veil of Forgetting, and the discovery almost made him quit. It would be a massive handicap. He called on his mentor again, who soon appeared, pleasing to his mind’s eye as always. He paused, feeling her glowing energy penetrate his heart, expanding from within and seeming to connect him to everything in the Universe. He really would miss her.

“What is your question Numan?” Her vibration was bubbly and resonated within him, a finely felt narrow-band transmission.

“What is the possibility that I can penetrate the Veil of Forgetting during my human lifetime?”

She took a while to answer. “Always asking the challenging question! I don’t want you to make the wrong decision. But as I evaluate the possibility vortices, things are in your favor. Serving others can empower your ability to remember some of your true identity while you are living a human life. But you have to be very dedicated, Numan.”

That was it, the decision was made. Dedication was never a problem. Two elder group members joined him and they began scanning potential locations for Numan’s Earth birth. Then, because of his impulsive and impatient nature, he made what would prove to be a serious mistake, and place his mission in jeopardy from the moment he was born.

 

"A Very Human Mission" is a fiction novel about an alien who accepts a dare from a member of his group to be born on Earth and help human suffering. Impulsive and overconfident, he chooses to enter a traumatic childhood and encounters ongoing adversity that threaten his mission and even his life. Struggling to overcome personal conflicts and life challenges for many years, he finally gains wisdom about himself and humanity.